about an hour ago, I was awoken by someone screaming. at first I dismissed it…cause well it’s late, and I was tired. It wasn’t for about five minutes did I recognize she was screaming for help. I looked outside my window, and off to the right is my apartment complex pool, was a lady walking almost in circles screaming her head off.
Now…think about that for a minute. It’s well after 5am, mostly everyone is asleep, and this lady, for some reason is talking like she either saw a demon, or just had a near death experience.
I went to check it out, but when I got close, she saw me, and started running away. I lost her for about…ten minutes, then she appeared out of the shadows out of NOWHERE. Still screaming, she saw me again, and asked me if I have accepted Jesus as my savior…and that my soul was safe when god comes to claim this land. She ran off, and I didn’t see her till about…20 minutes. the last time, she was in police custody, still screaming for help.
What’s the significance of the time :34?
The past two weeks it’s all I see, everywhere. Just this morning I woke up twice. Once at 9:34am, then again at 12:34pm.
Last night when I was walking home from work, I just happened to look at the clock as it hit 11:34pm.
Even when I don’t have access to a clock it’s always at :34 when I look.
12:34, 1:34, 2:34, 3:34, 4:34, 5:34, 6:34, 7:34, 8:34, 9:34, 10:34, 11:34..
What does it mean?
Why am I constantly seeing these numbers?
Am I just making nothing out of something?
But I don’t feel any different. Sure I can buy alcohol, but I don’t drink all that much. Everyone says I should go downtown, but I don’t really feel like it. I don’t wanna get wasted. Sure I might buy a beer just because I can…actually I’m pretty damn sure I’m gonna. But I don’t plan on going out.
My mom planned a “family” trip to the beach from the 14 to the 17. But I can’t go. In fact, its not even for celebrating my birthday. They’re just going to go. and what’s more fucked up is that she usually postpones vacations till AFTER our birthdays, she did it to my brother just last month. total shit.
you know maybe it’s not gonna be so bad. Sure the only people who might remember my birthday are gonna be at the beach, and most my friends suck, maybe…uhh…..maybe…